God Is

Yesterday, I got the gift of noticing another side effect of doubt. Worry. I seriously have not worried about things since I was around a year sober. I have said often (not originally) that worrying is like trying to solve and algebra problem by chewing bubble gum. It has worked for me for many years. Yet, yesterday, worry came into play. I had suddenly gotten into a space where worry was a factor. Right before I went where I needed to go, I prayed. Of course, it turned out much different than my worrying had led me to expect. I’ll take this a a little glimmer of faith returning. God protected me yesterday, as He always does. He even loves me when I turn my back on Him.